The ultimate truth behind the delusional disorder!

Have you ever thought that synchronicities could be the cause behind certain delusions in the world? Synchronicity is a meaningful coincidence.

Well, this is my story and I could relate my experience with so many people around the world. It’s just like I had a virtual reality scenario of schizophrenia and this is how I managed to come out of my delusions without taking a single tablet. I went through an extremely complicated situation and that made me question the meaning of reality itself. I must say that today after getting to know what has happened to fellow human beings who have gone through similar experiences, it’s almost like I had a miraculous escape from a danger that would have affected my entire life. Considering my case, I can say that the observed phenomena clearly showed intelligence, was intelligent enough to trick me due to my continues observation of the phenomena. I observed very distinct changes of how this phenomena (or the synchronicities) got manifested overtime thus it affected my conclusions and made me end up in having different delusions.

Delusions are actually erroneous conclusions only. So your erroneous conclusion could be that your thoughts are being broadcast(thought broadcast delusion), people are following you (or gang stalking), they sneeze/cough at you, they made that gesture for you, your house has been bugged or there are microphones in your house, they talk about you all the time, you get messages through the TV and Radio, you are a famous person but you still see controversies to that claim(you think that cannot be), Truman show delusion, etc. These erroneous conclusions are due to your continues observations of synchronicities only. None of these are mental illnesses.

I’ll try to put this into perspective by giving more details of my experience. I had so many bizarre experiences. Imagine this experience by putting yourself into this scenario as it might help you understand this a bit more clearly. By doing so, here you would understand that depend on the way these synchronicities get manifested to an observer, an observer would make different erroneous conclusions depend on their knowledge, depending on their beliefs, depend on their critical thinking ability, etc.. therefore, the delusions that would arise in an observer’s mind would be different in each scenario. After detailing my experience and showing important points, I could show what has happened to certain individuals around the world too.

1). I was living in a foreign country when this was happening. And in my case, the very first synchronicities started with the friends who lived with me in the same apartment and I had a normal life with them. However, suddenly, the Facebook statuses of these friends, things they shared on their Facebook walls, started correlating with my personal life events. Not only that I also observed very distinct but sudden behavioral changes(how they interacted with me and their own activities) in them and this supported my (false)conclusions. I observed this for a couple of months continuously, therefore, I had to conclude that they are talking about me and they are not in good terms with me any longer. So my initial assumption that these are mere coincidences only is no longer exist in my mind anymore. (Today I understand that these are a high number of synchronicities only. Sudden behavioral changes could have been due to certain things that happened to them, however, strangely that again correlated with my life events.)

2). Finally, these synchronicities made me argue with these friends(mainly one person). At this stage, I again started observing strange synchronicities with few more friends who are known to these friends but they were not staying with us in the same apartment. Again due to the abnormally high number of synchronicities, I had to conclude now that all these friends are talking about me. However, they always rejected my accusations, yet the synchronicities that I observed tricked me, again and again, to conclude the same thus created a false belief in me.

3). Over a period of I would say 7, 8 months, I observed these strange synchronicities with so many friends who lived in the same city and then I started observing synchronicities with some friends that I met through an Institute a long time ago but they were living in different cities. Again due to the high number of strange synchronicities, I had to conclude that these friends who stayed with me have spoken to these friends who I got to know from this institute in someway. I thought perhaps through a mutual friend that I had.

4). After a years time from meeting these friends for the first time, I relocated myself to another city but I continuously observed these synchronicities taking place on Facebook. However, finally, I thought that it would be better avoid having any type of conversations with these friends due to the negativity and I decided to remove friends who stayed with me in the same apartment and few other friends that I thought who involved.

5). A few days after I remove them, I again started observing strange synchronicities with a former colleague but he was staying in a different country. Thereafter, it didn’t take time for me to observe synchronicities with few more colleagues. These are again Facebook statuses and the things they shared on their Facebook walls. Here I thought that due to my recent action, these friends are now taking further actions to put me down and now they are contacting more people and getting their support to say negative things to me. These sudden changes were so apparent to me and went beyond to a level that I could consider as a coincidence so I believed that they are intentionally doing this work. I called one of my colleagues and told my story but my colleague knew nothing about it and the synchronicities continued. Then I came back to my country, however, during this period, the emails that I got from Guardian, Microsoft, etc.. also started showing synchronicities, the email headings always correlated with my life events. This made me think that these friends knew some high profile people who work for these companies, and they are getting help from them too to disturb my life. Because of certain activities, I believed people at Forbes, Bloomberg, Facebook, knew me. Again, these are all due to experiences in a synchronistic manner. Therefore, this is not that I woke up one day and thought that people who work for these companies know me. I concluded this since these synchronicities took place to such an extent, therefore, I couldn’t consider any of these as mere coincidences only. These strange activities didn’t end there, then I observed these synchronicities with so many school friends and finally with my childhood friends too. Over time, this created extreme distress in me.

6). I also observed that when I contact certain friends and share my story with them, the very next day they would also make statuses that would show correlations to my life events. This made me check their Facebook profiles even to see when they have had posted anything on their walls or updated their statuses for the last time, many occasions, I could not see any activities on their walls too for such a long time, thus gave me more evidence that their being influenced in some way. Therefore, I believed that they somehow get to know my life events but they don’t like to acknowledge it. And this made me believe that they are lying at the same time (looking back these were again synchronicities only). So the synchronicities are what was isolating me from the society by creating trust issues/misunderstandings.

7). I was perplexed. This went to an extreme level so I started questioning the meaning of reality too. I was desperately looking for answers. This shouldn’t happen, it’s like these friends who stayed with me is able to brainwash my close friends. Do they pay my friends? Even if that happens, will my friends agree and participate in this? What happened to their values? Therefore, what methods they employ to get everyone’s support didn’t make sense at all since what I observed is not normal human behavior. The assumptions that I made to understand the phenomena goes against logic, many controversies were there but still, the phenomena tricked me again and again thus created a false belief in me. I stopped talking to so many friends as I could not trust anyone anymore.

8). Up to this day, I only observed synchronicities through Facebook and my conversations with them (calling applications/messaging applications(chat)). So I thought that these friends who stayed with me are communicating with my friends, colleagues perhaps by sending messages through Facebook, emails or phone calls. However, I didn’t understand exactly how this communication is taking place. I was just speculating and was trying to come up with a theory that explains the phenomena or my observations. I even thought perhaps they have created a group now, so it would be easy for them to communicate with each other easily and also mention what to post on their Facebook walls by targeting me. I also thought (assume) perhaps it’s because of this group only, some of my friends participate in this harassment but they still don’t like to reveal anything about the existence of this group to me. Even at this stage, I still did not observe anyone referring to my thoughts, my activities at home and neither I did observe synchronicities through radio or TV, related to my life events.

9). However, one day I saw a friend making a status directly relating to a conversation that I had at home. This didn’t make sense to me at first so I ignored it but then again these new type of synchronicities continued on a daily basis. This made me believe that they have hacked my computer too to listen to my private conversations now. I have been in the technology sector for over a decade when this was happening, therefore, I have an understanding of the way how computers could be hacked. So, I took certain precautions to avoid being hacked and all the possibilities to identify me even on the Internet too. After taking all the precautions, this is by considering bios-rootkit attacks too (even if you format a machine, a hacker can still access the machine with such tools), the very next day when I randomly log into the Facebook the very first status that I would see is something similar to “haha, he’s trying to become smarter than us!! And then someone would comment, “that’s funny. lol” and then I would see various similar comments from other friends too. My efforts are in vain, now they are boasting their capabilities through Facebook statuses. I’m so flabbergasted now, how could they possibly hack my laptop? This shouldn’t happen. Then by looking at the comments, because of the way this synchronicity got manifested, I’m beginning to think that “all these people are actually involved in this and they all are talking about me, they know me. If not how come such a status is there in the first place?” These were my thoughts. Then no matter what precautions I take the synchronicities continued. (Today I totally understand what kind of comments people would make for such a status, however seeing such a status just after my activity is what fooled me. Looking back these were again synchronicities only. Of course, when this was happening I didn’t know if these were synchronicities only or their thoughts have been influenced in any way).

10). I could not find the source and by analyzing everything, I had to conclude that without getting help from ISP’s, software vendors, this is an impossible task. This made me believe that even ISP’s are involved in this. Over time, this made me think if they have fixed microphones even in my house and I also researched online to find out whether they are microphones that could capture sounds from distant locations. Then I started suspecting my neighbors too. I felt uncomfortable talking at him, thinking people are listening to me, some of my neighbors are also (possibly) listening to me (another assumption). During this time Hotmail delivered their email service without the https facility but Gmail offered the https service for a quite some time now. I didn’t like anyone know my emails, so I checked if I could activate the https facility on my Hotmail email account too, however, this option wasn’t there. It took only a few days for Hotmail to introduce the https facility for their email service after this day. Now I’m thinking whether these friends helped me with this? But if so why? To show me that they still can hack and know the contents of my emails too? From my perspective, this was a quick deployment, so I thought ” wow, they should know some top people at Microsoft to do this and implement this feature so quickly”. I have been using Hotmail for over 5,6 years but this was the first time Hotmail introduced the https feature and I thought it’s because of me (further synchronicities). This should help you understand my life situation, what kind of delusions that I had. I made various assumptions and tested to make sense of this information leak but I still couldn’t identify the source. Now I had to cover the camera by thinking they can see me too through the camera (due to certain synchronicities). When my family members ask the reason behind it, most of the time I avoided giving a direct answer. So they also observed certain behavioral changes in me and I’m not comfortable enough to address this directly with them, cause this whole thing would look crazy to another person. I also observed certain synchronicities related to the conversations that I had when I was out, when I was in certain locations, therefore, this made me think that my phone has also been hacked but I tried going out without taking my mobile phone still the synchronicities continued, then I also started suspecting camera’s in these locations. Therefore, due to certain synchronicities, my thinking was “wow they were actively looking at me when I was there or recording that was captured by the camera has been shared with my friends”. If not how would they know? How this is remotely possible? Well, again those were my thoughts. I also suspected if mobile phones of my friends also got hacked.

11). And then on another occasion, I wanted to understand how they communicate with each other (this massive group) and I was thinking whether I could use a social engineering method to hack into a pc so I could monitor the activities remotely. Having this in mind, I understood that the easiest method would be to plant a tool on a friends computer. There was this friend of mine who I thought involved in this and in the past, I have used his pc many times when I visited him. This friend also kept denying his involvement ever since. So after I preparing my tool I went to his house to plant this in his computer, strangely that day his computer wasn’t working at all. And then again later that day when I logged into Facebook, I would see a status similar to “Hahaha, that was funny. He failed again. lol” and then others have been making relevant comments. This was the first comment that I saw when I logged into Facebook. This made me think that they all are now talking about my action this is including the people who participated from Facebook, Microsoft, Guardian and so many friends around the world. That day I felt so bad about it and I also felt so guilty about my work too. This is not something I would do but I had to work on this extreme act just because of my situation. It took a couple of days for me to forget this incident since in my world this thing really happened, it’s an actual experience that I had and so many people around the world knows.

During this time a few more strange things happened to me:

i). I started having a tingling sensation on my body.

ii). I started feeling a session where bugs crawling on my skin at times.

iii). I had certain smells but I couldn’t identify the source and technically it shouldn’t be there in my room.

iv). One day after I listen to a song, a clip of this song kept on playing in my head (my internal voice/internal monologue). This clip played again and again in my head and I couldn’t forget no matter what I do. Although the above three experiences didn’t continue much, this strange thing happened to me quite often just to disturb my day.

v). Then this strange event, I woke up one day but as soon as I woke up, I kept thinking of something that I thought of yesterday. For a couple of days, this happened and I started wondering how on Earth I wake up and have the same exact thought in my mind? This shouldn’t happen. I clearly observed that it’s like my thoughts are being replayed, the exact same thought but then this stopped completely after this day.

vi). No matter what time I wake up, I noticed that the same song goes on the radio. The radio is in the kitchen and I usually could hear it from my room. My grandfather always likes to listen to it whilst working. I noticed this after a few days only and I thought how that’s even possible. Just after I had this thought, this phenomenon again got changed and now as soon as I get to the kitchen this same song started going on the radio and it continued for another couple of days. This made me think that even people in some of the radio stations know me, they also monitor me or they get real-time updates about my activities. And I thought there must be microphones in my kitchen too yet I couldn’t identify it’s the location.

12). Now I started contemplating on talking to the friends who stayed with me in the same apartment, during this period, Hotmail also changed their signing page also with a picture (this page didn’t have any images earlier, just a plain login page) then I started seeing synchronicities with this newly designed signing page too. I faced many but let me mention one thing, one day, this page changed with an image showing the word “Script”, I wondered why they used this word and I knew they are again giving me a clue to some activity (attached the image), within 2, 3 days after this day, I started seeing synchronicities through TV. I have been watching this particular drama going in the night for some time and I have never noticed any conversations referring to my life events up to very this day but after a couple of days now the meaning of the word script in the picture became clear to me, they were referring to TV scripts. These synchronicities were related to the conversations that I had at home and also mundane things such as traveling, having a haircut, my eating habits so on and so forth. This script also showed references to the conversations that my family members had in the house, this made me extremely angry towards these friends, scriptwriters and even the actors but then thereafter synchronicities related to the conversations that my family members had stopped immediately. This observation made me think that they have now decided that it’s not good to mention these conversations that my family members have, so they stopped it. Looking back, I can say that this particular synchronicity stopped based on my thoughts only since I did not verbally say anything related to this incident. I only knew that they stopped since the synchronicities stopped suddenly. I can still recall this particular memory because of the intense anger that I had. If I had met any of these friends/actors, scriptwriters during this time, I would have had a fight. If so this would have convinced anyone that I’m having a mental illness, however, looking back, these are all due to an extremely high number of synchronicities that I faced on a daily basis through various mediums. This created more and more distress in me but then again I wanted to fight back for these unethical acts. There were days that I was pondering in my mind from morning to evening on how I could find a resolution for this. I was thinking why my reality has changed in such a strange way, that I even cannot understand at times due to controversies. So I was still desperately looking for answers, no one can help me, cause no one can understand my claims, my experiences. I also understood that I cannot tackle this situation by having such an angry mind state, it affects my decisions, therefore, I started paying close attention to my emotions more than ever.

13). But then again this is beyond belief, how they managed to get in touch with scriptwriters/actors? Well, they have contacts at Microsoft, Bloomberg, Youtube, Forbes, etc.. so why not? This was my thought or the assumption that I made to understand this particularly strange experience. Because of the way these events get manifested, from my perspective it became apparent that my friends are trying to put me mentally down, however, I’m still fighting for these unethical acts, so I was still like “bring it on!, I’m still moving forward with my life goals no matter what you guys do”, those were my thoughts. At the same time, I observed synchronicities through radio stations too. In some cases, my grandfather would switch on the radio at random times and select the right channel so I would listen to the radio presenter giving references to my life events. Not only that, whilst I’m working on something, I would randomly have thoughts of listening to the radio, and I turn on the radio, select the right channel just to hear them talking about me(synchronicities – think about situations where people giving hints). These are very clear observations that I made. I did not see synchronicities just because I listen to the radio or watch the TV, certain particular times only. How I’m I getting to know such a program is going in the air and randomly have thoughts to switch on the radio or the TV? Why I had thoughts of selecting this particular channel? I’m confused and I did not find any logical explanation even at this stage.

14). Thereafter, less than two or three weeks, I started seeing synchronicities related to my thoughts in these TV scripts. This was the first time that I noticed this perhaps due to the high number of synchronicities directly relating to my thoughts and I clearly observed the same through Facebook too after this day. This created further distress in me since now I cannot even think without all these people getting to know my thoughts and they are from all over the world. These were my thoughts. I immediately started suspecting NSA’s involvement since they should have the highest surveillance capability in the world, so now I’m thinking even people who work for the NSA support all my friends just to put me mentally down.

15). This is not all, now sometimes, I saw certain responses almost in real-time with live TV and radio presenters. Are they listening to my thoughts in real-time? If so, NSA is now sharing certain platform capabilities with my friends? Since I’m in the technology sector, I wanted to understand the technical side of it but I didn’t find a proper logic to explain my observation but I know it’s happening to me. I did not observe these real-time responses with dramas but when live programs it became apparent to me. Actors in drama also imitated my body postures, gestures even. I can also mention an experience that shows some connection to this. There were situations where people would spontaneously take topics that were in my mind at that very moment and discuss it or make a statement that would correlate with my thoughts. I faced this so many times, beyond to a level that we could consider as a coincidence but nothing made sense to me in the beginning. (Now if you imagine this strange phenomenon happens to you with TV and the Radio presenters. So this is what happened to me.)

16). When I started observing this new phenomenon relating my thoughts and thinking that NSA is decoding my thoughts using some satellite-based technology, I had the interest to know it’s capabilities. Can they really decode my thoughts accurately to that extent? So I thought of a unique number to see if they could decode that too, to surprise me a friend of mine again made a status, stating the same number which proved me they can. And then on a few more occasions, I tested this, I still observed the same which convinced me that they can and I thought perhaps they mention what to write in the group so a friend of mine makes a status related to my thought. This is the group that I assumed to exist just to make sense of how these communications are taking place. Therefore, my careful observations proved to me that my thoughts are being accurately decoded and they show it too. Then I also tested if they could see what my eyes are seeing, again I had to make the same conclusion because of the synchronicities, they can. How about my intentions? I thought perhaps they still cannot know my intentions, however, here I clearly noticed, that they can know my intentions too(synchronicities started manifesting according to my intentions). This made me believe that I cannot fool this system in any way due to my various observations of how these synchronicities got manifested. I had to conclude that any perception that I could consciously have/aware of, this technology is able to decode it. Even though if I do certain things without having an internal monologue(my internal voice related to thoughts), they still can know. My various tests and the various observations made me conclude this. These are again synchronicities. This should help someone understand that I carried out certain testings even with regard to my assumptions prior to making a conclusion. If I observed that my assumptions are becoming true or find convincing evidence with regard to the assumption, I concluded that the assumption is true. Especially when I observed that people were referring to my thoughts, I did a careful analysis just to make sure that this is really happening and later I got fascinated by the technology itself.

17). This made me research into mind reading technologies but then again further bizarre things started manifesting. One day I was contemplating researching into mind reading technologies and then later that day when I actually started doing my research online, within minutes I faced a power cut. I got a bit scared, I was perplexed at the same time. How come that took place, is that a coincidence or are they trying to stop me? And then I observed this strange phenomenon many times regardless of the time that I start doing this research. Since I was thinking that NSA holds this technology, I’m beginning to think that they don’t like me doing this research. How come they control me to this level? And how are they doing these power cuts? I thought they have contacts in these organizations too and now my friends are getting support from the utility companies too. If not how come? This shouldn’t happen. However, then I called their call center to know what was the reason behind the power cut just to see what’s going on with them, but then they told me that there was damage to one of the transformers in my area and they are fixing it. And now I’m confused, I thought they have contacts but now I got to know that a transformer was damaged. Are they lying to me? If it’s really damaged what was the cause behind it? Still, this didn’t make sense to me and I still thought that my friends have some contacts here too or managed to find a contact cause in my mind I already believed that so many companies are involved in this harassment. This is not all, then one day when I was planning to research into mind reading technologies in an evening, this time it started raining heavily with thundering and I could not use the computer. Someone would remotely believe this claim of mine, however, let me say, from this day onwards, this strange phenomenon also started manifesting many times along with sudden disruption to my Internet. Regardless of the time, either it started raining on times or if I use the Internet, I would face issues with my Internet. I still didn’t like to give up, my thoughts were like “if you can decode my thoughts, I’m going to research and find out how you are able to do it and expose it”. I thought my friends are involved in all these. And now I’m thinking perhaps they all don’t like to get caught and after all, this is not a technology that is known by the people around the world, so how can they let this exposed by using it to affect my life just because of their high profile contacts? So I’m thinking that they are doing their best to avoid this happening.

18). Whilst I’m facing these abnormal events, I also started seeing synchronicities related to my life events from a couple of other dramas too and these synchronicities took place to an extent where I could not go in front of the TV during 7.30 to 9 since my family members watch these dramas/shows during this time. I felt intense anger towards my friends, actors, scriptwriters, etc… So I always avoided this time and then started watching the TV a bit later in the night if I wanted to. During this time new advertisements also started popping up on the TV, strangely these advertisements also showed a correlation to my life events. In other words, these are also synchronicities. This made me believe that even people who work for these companies are involved. Not only that, there was this channel that was showing a Friday night movie for some time. Now when they are showing the clip related to the upcoming movie, they knew exactly how to trim the clip so the conversation will relate to my life. Are they watching the entire movie and finding the exact spot to trim to say something negative to me? I had no explanation about this. I thought they are using software to quickly identify these spots in movies, so they could easily trim it in such a fine way. If not why would they spend this much time to do these silly things? This is not even worth. Again all these assumptions that I made to understand my observations are still controversial but I was trying to find the best possible explanation for my observation. Therefore, no matter what my beliefs are, I was still looking for a theory or a logical explanation to understand my observations. I always used logic to understand life, my interaction with the world but my reality is so different now, it doesn’t make sense anymore but I’m holding onto these beliefs due to these meaningful interactions or synchronicities. Further, my family members and I also got strange phone calls during this period, sometimes no one was on the other side but then at times, people have dialed our numbers mistakenly. At the time of occurring, I didn’t think that those were mistakes, I thought those were deliberate actions, just because of my work. I thought they are taking more help to pressure me since I continued to research.

My recovery:

19). Finally, after facing all these strange events, I made a decision to directly address the issues. I thought I should contact the friends who stayed with me in the same apartment as soon as possible and talk to them about my experiences. These friends are living in a different country now and I was trying to find contact numbers. Whilst I’m trying this, I also thought of meeting friends who are living in my country. I’m making plans now to meet some local friends but now the theme behind the synchronicities got suddenly changed, people shared more posts related to accidents and deaths. Then a few days before I was about to meet this particular friend, now I was attacked (because of the way these events manifested I had to call this as an attack) by a high-frequency tone. It was extremely loud, I could hardly bear its effects. The intensity of this sound made me feel like electricity running from my brain to the body but only I could hear it. The sound was mechanical and this is the exact same sound that the American diplomats heard but it was extremely high in my case, let me copy the link:

20). I did not know what to do, I could not tell this to anyone since this would not make sense to anyone. I couldn’t report to the police either even though I had such thoughts and I had to bear it for an almost a day but then the sound went down to a level that I could bear but still this bothered my day now. How come friends would involve with such an extreme act? I’m clueless but still, I believed they are doing it because of my life events. It was like they are threatening me now and it’s more serious than I could possibly think of. But I still decided I should meet friends to discuss this, then I actually managed to meet a friend. This time, this friend that I met seriously tried to help me by listening to my story. We had a long conversation that day and I carefully observed his conversation with me because of the trust issues that I had, how he reacted to me etc.. but this convinced me that he should not know anything happening in my life although I believed otherwise. I was surprised how he didn’t know yet his actions convinced me, so I started trusting this friend. And I knew this friend meet this particular friend that I thought who involve in this harassment. So now through the friend that I manage to trust, I wanted to know what my other friend(another friend that I suspected) would say about his involvement. I did not want to directly ask from this suspected friend since I thought he would still find a reason to hide the truth and avoid telling me the truth. Later that day this friend who I met( the friend that I trust) confirmed to me that not even the friend that I suspected are involved in this. Again now I’m perplexed. How come that be? Then three of us made a decision to meet. We met and discussed this for perhaps 5, 6+ hours and that convinced me that these two friends are not definitely involved. Since I have trust in them, through them I checked if others know anything and I got the same results, my friends are not involved. Basically, I created a chain of trust(clarify the involvement through parties that I trust) and this made me understand that the friends that I thought who involved are actually not involved. They were having their normal lives. However, now this is even more complicated to understand. I have no doubt about my observations, cause I tested my assumptions even again and again.

21). I started having deep thoughts, how I ended up in having such conclusions? What really happened to me? Why do I see a totally different world view now when I analyze this phenomena from trusted channels or trusted parties? Did someone fool me for such a long time on a daily basis? What could be the purpose and if so how? These events were real, I wasn’t dreaming. To address these controversies I decided to check Facebook walls too. So I started checking Facebook profiles/ their walls, just to make sure that these statuses made by my friends, the things they shared on their walls in the past are still there and I could still find it. If so did someone hacks their profiles or did they actually made these statuses? But even if this is hacking, how can I find a logical reason for all my other observations? What about dreams? What about TV/Radio presenters? What about scriptwriters or these dramas. Emails that I got? News articles? Power cuts, the conversations that I had over calls, etc. Hacking itself cannot explain all the controversies. Having said that I still thought of talking to my friends and wanted to know if they have actually made those statuses in the past and if so what made them do so since this should give clues to understand this mystery. And I called them, there I found out that they have actually made those statuses and shared certain posts. Certain occasions, I found out that they had random thoughts to make a status or share a post on their walls. And on certain occasions, they had specific reasons to do so. So it wasn’t hacking at all, they actually had thoughts in their minds related to these actions.

22). This mystery became so deep then I thought, so no wonder I got caught to it. How come they had these unique thoughts is another mystery that I should address now. To make a status or to share a post, they should have thoughts in their minds and they should make a conscious decision. Even at this point, I cannot take any of these as mere coincidences only, cause, this is beyond what I could consider as a coincidence since this kept on happening for such a long time and I carefully observed it. I tested my assumptions too and observed the reactions prior to making a conclusion. This is why I had to question the meaning of reality too and I was looking for logical answers to this mystery since at times I clearly saw controversies. Therefore, by analyzing all, I had to conclude that their thoughts are being affected in some strange way although they never knew. By affecting their thoughts, their actions have been affected. And that correlated with my life events. However, this is completely invisible to everyone. I also realized that on certain occasions my thoughts also have been affected. For example, there were times I switched on the radio just to hear them talking about me (the synchronicities). When this happened to me beyond a level that I could consider as a coincidence, I started wondering how on Earth I had thoughts related to switching on the TV or radio at these particular times. Therefore, now I had to conclude that even my thoughts had been influenced at times. This unidentified influence on human brains/minds is the cause behind the meaningful events or the synchronicities that I have been observing on a daily basis. My observations and the assumptions that I made to understand these meaningful events (synchronicities) made me end up in having false conclusions. This was the reason behind my delusions. Therefore, finally I started making sense of my reality and now I understand why my friends always rejected my accusations, why they got surprised all the time.

Although I understood now that my friends are not actually involved in anything, I still needed a logical explanation to understand this whole thing. So I started analyzing what really happened to me in the past. Even at this point, I still had the belief that NSA is behind decoding my thoughts. Then I understood, I had certain abnormal thoughts in my mind which didn’t make sense to me.

Let me list down some:

  • There were days that songs kept playing in my head. This was a thought (my internal monologue).
  • There were days that I woke up by having the same thought in my mind or one particular thought got replayed in my mind every morning when I woke up. I was looking for an explanation.
  • I had thoughts of switching on the TV or radio just to listen to these conversations and they referred to my thoughts and life events. How did I know? How come I had these thoughts?
  • My grandfather switched on the radio many times and selected the right radio channel at the right time, and that made me listen to these programs that showed correlations to my life events in their conversations.

23). All these were extremely puzzling for me at the time of occurring. Didn’t make sense how these events were manifesting but by doing this analysis I understood that my thoughts and my grandfather’s thoughts have been affected too. Although I thought those were my thoughts, it was clear that my thought has been affected. Even at this stage, I’m thinking NSA is decoding my thoughts, so now I started thinking whether they are capable of inducing thoughts to people too by stimulating brains? If so what about the thoughts of my friends? What about people in radio and TV stations? I had to make the same conclusion since their thoughts are also have been affected in a mysterious way thus created all the synchronicities. Not only that I had to make the very same conclusion for the scriptwriters, but their thoughts also have been affected so the content of the script will show correlations to my life events. Therefore, now I found some logical explanation to explain the observed phenomena, at least a logical theory that I could hold onto, which is that this technology is able to stimulate brains and play games with our perceptions. I had to conclude that internal monologue is also a perception. By stimulating unique areas of our brains (Wernicke’s / other thought perception areas) could make us believe that we are thinking although our mind never originates this thought. Logically thinking, I had to conclude that there are no words in our minds, the mind is using neural networks to perceive these words simply by stimulating the right neural networks. This should happen when a particular thought arises in our minds and perhaps, this could work according to resonance theories. Therefore, simply by stimulating the brain (the right neural networks) related to thought perception(word perception), we might be able to exploit this process and make us believe that we are thinking. I had to conclude that an AI can be developed to handle this process so the neural networks related to word perception can be stimulated in a timely manner so our minds will perceive a thought. And this can be used to fool a victim. Of course, we don’t follow all the thoughts that come to our minds but still based on the personality, we still can exploit a human being. For example, inducing a thought to a person who steals, we could influence his actions, however, inducing such a thought to a person who would never steal would be useless and he/she would start questioning why they randomly get such thoughts. Which means, extremely advanced AI’s can be used to exploit even scriptwriters when we manage to decode our brain. Therefore, I had to make such conclusions to understand my own experience.

24). What about songs that got stuck in my head? What about dreams? What about the sensations that I had? By analyzing these experiences, I had to conclude that this technology is able to directly stimulate different parts of my brain, very precisely so my perceptions can be altered or induced. At this time, I actually started believing that the NSA must have the technology. I can say that it was not my intention to create these synchronicities, neither any of the people who I thought were involved yet synchronicities just kept on manifesting just to bring distress to my life. Clearly, these are not just random manifestations, it took turns when it cannot find a way to interact with me. When I removed certain friends, these synchronicities started manifesting through friends that were known to me and I remotely thought that this would happen, my thinking was that by removing these friends I could move forward with my life peacefully but I was wrong, the most unexpected thing happened just to surprise me and distress me even more. When I started contemplating on talking with friends who stayed with me to share my experience and understand why they are doing this, it again took a turn to bring me more distress. This was a clear observation that I made. No matter what medium the synchronicities started manifesting, it always manifested to bring distress at the highest level.

25). Therefore, I held to this conclusion for a couple of months until I started researching into human experiences around the world and I found out that these experiences are going back to the 17th, 18th century even. I also studied to understand what kind of a brain-computer interface could reproduce the observed phenomena and by researching into neuroscience I finally had to conclude that NSA/CIA should not have such a technology, neither any recent inventions can be used to reproduce the observations that I made. Such technology must have the capability to precisely stimulate individual neurons of human brains. This is not easy even if implants are used since that will affect a particular brain area only. Therefore, even theories related to implants cannot reproduce my observations, therefore, by researching online although I got to know that people had such views, I had to conclude that those are all false conclusions only. With Optogenetics, today we are doing a neuron level brain stimulation but still, these are very basic technologies compare to a technology that could reproduce my observations. Nevertheless, by facing such an extreme situation, I understood the importance of having the right view and I understood that ignoring important data (due to trust issues, seeing as not important, etc..), not being able to understand the available data, not having enough data, will create delusions in our minds.

What are the possible causes behind these synchronicities?

Due to the high number of synchronicities that I experienced over a long period of time(around 18 to 24 months), it’s clear that thoughts of friends and certain people around the world have been affected. However, this becomes apparent when we analyze my experience only. Without doing this analysis, this influence would be invisible to everyone. That said, I never consciously tried to affect anyone’s thoughts or actions to create these synchronicities, neither I found convincing evidence to claim that my friends and people who I suspected had conscious thoughts either. Therefore, such theories can be disregarded when explaining my observations.

The majority of these synchronicities were related to the past events of mine, it could be a conversation that I had, my past action, a thought that I had, etc.. which means, we can also safely ignore the view that it was my friends unconsciously affected my thoughts and my actions. Since I managed to understand that it was these synchronicities behind my delusions, I cannot agree with theories such as retrocausality either, cause if that’s the case, I wouldn’t be able to come out of these delusions since my recovery would be beyond my control.

If so, did I unconsciously influence the thoughts of my friends and people around the world?

1) By looking at my case, If I still don’t find a logic whether it would be remotely possible for me to unconsciously influence people who worked at Microsoft, Guarding, Forbes, Bloomberg, Facebook, etc.. Not only that then unconsciously influencing scriptwriters for over 4, 5 months is again highly controversial. Watching these shows/dramas, I can say that the people who wrote the scripts had very specific thoughts in their minds that correlated with my activities. Their thoughts have been influenced to such an extent although they had no clue that this has happened. Even if I talk to them directly about this, they would still deny my claims. Having said that, from my perspective it’s clear that, they have written the scripts just like they observed my actions during this period and also my thoughts. And the actors managed to imitate my body movements too and this convinced me more than anything. This is why I couldn’t go in front of the TV. This created so much anger in me. Therefore, I still cannot find a logical reason to say that I unconsciously influence human beings on Earth to this extent.

2). I observed these TV scripts just after Microsoft updating it’s signing page with a particular picture showing the word “Script””. This made me believe that some people at Microsoft involved in this harassment. So for me to observe the synchronicities through the scripts, did people at Microsoft influenced the thoughts of the scriptwriters? Again, this cannot be, cause the synchronicities were related to my actions and thoughts. People at Microsoft shouldn’t even know that I had such an experience, if so how come they can influence scriptwriters for such a long time, so the script will show correlations to my life events?

3). Did the scriptwriters unconsciously know my actions and thoughts? If so why I started seeing synchronicities with Microsoft prior I observing scripts on the TV? Directly giving a clue that this is going to happen? Why this strange synchronicity took place prior I observing synchronicities through TV shows? That was a timely manifestation.

4). When I started seeing synchronicities related to the conversations that my family members were having I got intense anger then suddenly those synchronicities stopped. Does that mean my conscious thoughts stopped those synchronicities? That cannot be the cause either, cause I had no control at all. It acted on its own, it made its own decisions. It’s more like I was a victim only. Clearly, those synchronicities stopped just to convince me that scriptwriters get to know my life events, they know me.

Therefore, by analyzing these controversial data, I have to conclude that it was never my mind consciously or unconsciously affected anyone’s thoughts or actions. Neither my friends or people around the world affected my thoughts or actions. Which means, some external process must have influenced thoughts of everyone and this affected everyone’s actions. And this external process clearly used so many people and targeted me when creating these synchronicities. This made me end up in having erroneous conclusions thus created delusions in me. I could mention another observation that I made that should support this view. Sometimes I think in English and sometimes I think in my local language too. Except for the local friends, most of the foreign friends didn’t actually know my language.

i). By looking at the synchronicities, I can also state that when I had thoughts in my local language, people who never knew my language still responded in English. How this synchronicity got manifested if the friend who I had the synchronicity with had no clue of my local language? How his mind would understand this information?

ii). Then again I use my local language when speaking with my family members but still friends who had no clue of my language still responded in English? So the same question, how this synchronicity got manifested if the friend who I had the synchronicity with had no clue of my local language? Therefore by considering all, my mind directly affecting the minds of my friends consciously or unconsciously, minds of people who worked for these companies directly or their minds directly affecting my mind consciously or unconsciously is another controversial proposition.

It’s apparent that our minds are being affected, there’s no controversy on that, however, when we finding the cause behind it, the only logical conclusion that we can hold onto is that it’s due to an external process that we haven’t identified yet. This external process clearly shows intelligence. Clearly, it has access to our thoughts, it’s interacting with our brains and influencing our minds, our decisions. It also shows that it could intelligently manipulate our perceptions, which means, it should understand human perceptions well.

What can I say about this external process?

1). It acted on its own. My observation of the phenomena showed that it acted like a trickster. Clearly, when it cannot find a way to reach me, it made different decisions to reach me.

2). The phenomena clearly showed decision-making capabilities.

3). It must be able to create these synchronicities with anyone on Earth in complicated ways.

4). Regardless of our languages, it could still create these synchronicities by interacting with our brains/minds.

5). It must record our past thoughts/actions and use that data to make decisions in the future.

6). It could stimulate individual neural networks and alter our perception.

I continued my research and I clearly observed that there were times that this intelligence acted instantly. For example when I do my research and whenever I got insightful thoughts, I got sudden calls from my friends/family members, etc.., I got emails, messages from applications such as WhatsApp, Viber, etc.. just to disrupt my thinking and also instantaneous disruption to power continued regardless of where I stayed. Sometimes I forgot my thoughts by reacting to these external events but later I managed to keep my concentration and continued my work. These are highly abnormal synchronicities, the theme of these synchronicities has once again changed. By considering all, can we say that a natural cause behind my experiences? I don’t find convincing evidence to hold onto such a view. The phenomena showed to many synchronicities, just like it had its own mind and showed me decision-making capabilities again and again. Thereafter, I still continued my research to understand this phenomena, whenever I managed to have insightful thoughts, there were so many occasions that I got sudden calls from friends, family members and even from unknown people, I instantly got emails, I still faced disruption to my Internet and power regardless of my location. And then I started sneezing whenever I had an insightful thought at that very moment. Therefore, today by considering all, I had to conclude that an unidentified mind-boggling technology is behind this.

Let me mention this strange experience also separately:

A few months after I facing strange synchronicities for the first time, one day I literally got floated above my bed at least an inch. One could find this hard to believe but I was awake when this was happening. This happened less than 15 minutes after I go to bed, around 2.30, 3 in the morning. My bed had a plastic covering so it produces this sound when pressure is applied and releases. I was sleeping sideways and suddenly my body started floating. I instantly listened to the sound coming from the mattress whilst watching this just to confirm that this is really happening and now I’m giving close attention to my entire body, I feel less and less pressure coming from the side of the body that touches the mattress, and now I clearly know that certain parts of my body are not touching the mattress at all. I floated at least an inch from the bed stayed there for a few seconds. The total vertical movement must have been more than an inch. I got afraid to move my body and I’m still observing this strange phenomenon but then gradually my body again lowered back to the bed. Again I can now hear the sound of the mattress since my body again started pressing the mattress and I can feel the pressure as my body gradually falling down to the same sleeping position. Even after I go back to the bed, I kept on thinking for a couple of seconds further without moving my body to make sure that this is over. Thereafter, that night I kept on thinking what on Earth happened to me, what could be the reason behind this but I did not find an explanation.

When I was carrying out my research I found another person who has been having similar experiences. He has been having this experience for over 4 years and once he has been treated for schizophrenia too. He believed that there’s a gang who is stalking him. No matter which city he travels he observed these stalkers were there. By having a call with him, I understood that he was referring to gestures, the things they said or the conversations that he heard, etc.. when he describes his experience. He also believed that his house has been bugged and he thought that’s how these stalkers know him. Based on my experience, I knew that this cannot be true, therefore, I had so many calls with him and explained to him how to look at the phenomena. He kept on arguing with me and claimed that I’m wrong. After 5, 6 months, he finally understood that there are no stalkers and claimed that my explanation was right. Although at that time, I told him that the NSA has the technology, today I know that this is not true either. However, this is my question to the medical community, if this person really had a mental illness or a chemical imbalance, how did I manage to get him out of his delusions? He no longer believes that the stalkers are there in any of the cities, neither he believes that these people have hacked his house. He understood the existence of phenomena but then again he understood that the other beliefs he had are not actually true. He also started having a normal life. Therefore, not only that I managed to come out of it, I managed to change the belief of another person, a person who has been treated for schizophrenia. What is the implication of this? It’s obvious that the observations made by the medical community are false too. What could be the case if I had consulted psychiatric services?

I was lucky and I managed to understand that the cause of my delusions was due to these high number of abnormal synchronicities/coincidences. However, not every human being on Earth was lucky to understand this. Let me take examples to show you what has happened to fellow human beings by taking some example:

1). The likelihood of this coincidence happening is very thin:

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Source: https://forum.schizophrenia.com/t/the-coincidence-problem-reply/2654

2). This is what Jonny Benjamin has to say about his experience:

Jonny Benjamin says:

“ I’d be a thinking of someone in my head and there they’d be on the street and it’s always. I still get it or they text me. Again ahead of the other day. I was actually talking to my friend about someone else hadn’t text me for ages. They text me. And this is why my mind is like oh my god I’m on the Truman show because you know all these things happen and you know song is playing in my head and it’s on the radio , it comes on the radio
I felt like I was being possessed by something else all the words that were coming out of my mouth it was like they weren’t my own and I was sort of pointing at people and just shouting, all the cars”

https://youtu.be/D5XdrG5mf5Y

3). Further, this is what happened to Tony’s delusions. Simply by challenging his views, this therapist has managed to cure the delusion. This also proves that delusions are again due to an erroneous conclusion only.  

(This study has been carried out at the Department of Psychology, Norwegian University of Science and Technology (NTNU))

“Behavioural Experiment: Setting up a confrontation Next, the therapist approached Tony’s belief that a particular policeman led the persecution of him. This policeman had worked in the drug squad. Tony believed that because he had sold drugs this policeman hunted him. Tony’s delusion was based on an actual person, so the policeman (now living in another city) was contacted to see if he would meet with Tony. The therapist explained the background for this rather peculiar request to the policeman, and he agreed to meet them to answer specific questions Tony had prepared for him. The meeting was set up as a behavioral experiment, and Tony was given two tasks: To prepare concrete questions for the meeting, and to hypothesize how the policeman would look, behave, speak and answer his questions. The questions and hypotheses with the expected outcome were formulated as a questionnaire prior to the meeting. A tape recorder 17 was used during the meeting to ensure accuracy in later discussions between the therapist and Tony. As anticipated from the therapist’s phone call with the police officer, the officer proved to be competent and understanding and had no problems handling Tony’s questions and accusations. The meeting resulted in Tony becoming more certain that this policeman could not be a part of the plot against him.”

https://core.ac.uk/download/pdf/52110725.pdf

Therefore, because of my experience, I started having an open mind. If we take a hidden technology as the cause behind these synchronicities or events, then I had to conclude that an extremely advanced technology exist on Earth without anyone’s awareness, if so this will address my observations, even the observations related to weather phenomenon(sudden rains), power disruptions, Internet disruptions, levitation, etc… and this must have been existing on Earth for thousands and thousands of years, it’s origin would be hard to imagine. If that is true, we have to conclude that an extremely advanced artificial intelligence is monitoring human activities through a satellite-grid. Way back in the past a group of human beings must have deployed this system for surveillance/control purposes. Which also mean that there must have been a highly advanced global society existed way back in the past but after some catastrophic events, these families must be running an invisible rule on Earth. Which is again like opening a can of worms thus requires more evidence. If not what could be the reason behind my observations according to your thinking? That said, even if we take the technology out of the equation, my experience should give an insight into how these patients can be treated. Nevertheless, this would be the tip of the iceberg.